What uality am i? Im so confused?

I'm a 15 year old boy, and im questioning if i am gay. Since about the age of 11 i started noticing guys ually. Some people have questioned if i am gay, I love cross dressing in everything i can, especially thongs, make-up, skirts, and bras. I enjoy listening to Rhianna, Brittney Spears, Jordan Sparks, and Celene Dion. I like watching The Hills, Project Runway, and i LOVE The Tyra Banks Show. My all time fav movie is Drop Dead Gorgeous, I tend to say like a lot, and always make sure i look good. I have heard that listening to this music and watching these shows dont make me gay, but still how many straight guys listen to and watch that stuff. I also am active in sports, and i like watching sports. I can tell which women are good looking, but maybe that stems from wanting to look like one. I have dated girls before, but didint really find then phsicallly attractive as much as mentally, tho i dont mind , but the downstairs turns me off. The thought of going down on a guy makes me hot, but i am a virgin so i don't know about . If i were to be gay, i would definitly be a bottom gay. Maybe im just a metro-ual straight guy, but u would like to know what u think. I know people say not to make labels but i would like to know ur opinions. Please be honest and help me!